Why Cant I....?

Why cant I Find an Amplifier, to Increase my Voice with in?
Why cant I Build a Dam, to control the Floods of my Eyes?
Why cant I find an Adhesive thing, to Stick my Broken Heart?
Why cant I get some pain killers, to the Kill the Pain I feel?
Why cant I find a software, which can Format my Memories?
Why cant I Restart this Game Called Life?

A Soccer Day

After a month or more.
I Stepped AGAIN into our Soccer ground.
Some welcomed me back, some were shocked to see me again,
Others didn't notice, as they were busy practicing.
My coach asked to sit on the Bench.
It was a practice session, so was alone on the Bench.
Umpire whistled, Match started.
At 11th min, Left back passed to center Mid-Fielder.
And I received a lofted pass from him.
Had to run back to take it on chest.
Turned it around avoiding the opponent mid-field.
Was running the whole Right wing but got no support.
Saw some room and dribbled my self through 2 defenders.
Used a fake shot to confuse the other.
With full power hit onto the left Top corner.
Goal Keeper had a full stretch but couldn't reach it.
Cheers of the fans was roaring the ground.
My team mates lifted me into the sky.
Manager was jumping with joy.
And suddenly I was hit to ground.
Looked around to find none.
Came to reality after hit my the ball.
A player asked to give the ball beside me.
Handed it to him and limped my way back to Home.

 ~~ Cherry ~~